Jesus spent 40 days in the wilderness. If that happened to our Lord, we too can expect to be tested.The wilderness is God’s training ground, to develop us and we choose how long we stay there…
I distinctly remember as a new believer, the first time that I felt as if God had left me. There I was, navigating an emotional valley, seemingly on my own. It was a weighty declaration as I recall, to tell a fellow believer that I was going through a ‘wilderness season.’
Though a bit more mature today, after being a Christ follower for over four decades, I am still completely undone by ‘wilderness of soul’ or desert encounters. However, life often brings wilderness experiences and when that happens we can learn a lesson from nature.
Natural deserts are a part of the ecosystem known as ‘drylands.’ The primary characteristic is a lack of water. Drylands cover forty percent of the world’s land surface and contain thirty percent of the world’s population. Cultivating crops and life resources is doable, but more difficult. Onward to our spiritual application.
Wrong choices cause us to stay longer in the wilderness
The experiences of Israel in the wilderness are clearly formulated into a divine exhortation in 1 Corinthians: “They all ate the same spiritual food and drank the same spiritual drink; for they drank from the spiritual rock that accompanied them, and that rock was Christ. Nevertheless, God was not pleased with most of them; their bodies were scattered in the wilderness.” (1 Corinthians 10:3-4)
When God gives a clear warning or an example for us to note, wisdom says we need to pay attention. They are nearly chilling reminders. Before you say, “This will never happen on my watch”, consider this:
“So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don’t fall!” (10:12) Thankfully, the next verse offers hope: “No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.” (10:13)
You mean that Israel had a way out of the wilderness other than the fate they experienced? Precisely.
They made wrong lifestyle choices, clearly put forth in the passage: idolatry, sexual immorality, testing Christ and grumbling. (10:7-10) These remain killer choices today. Perhaps you are personally aware of some in the present day, whose faith did not endure in the wilderness. They may have deemed God unfair and no longer worthy of being followed, investing instead in what seemed to be more palatable options.
The wilderness can be tough, but it’s God’s training ground
The wilderness is God’s weights room, His training ground, to develop us. Standing up under temptation is the first ministry process that Jesus went through. Human logic would dictate that following His baptism and a public proclamation that the Father was pleased with Him, a ministry launch would be in order. Spending 40 days in the wilderness actually was a ministry launch, just not the kind we might desire.
However this example sets the tone for all who would follow Him. If Jesus was led into the wilderness, might not the Holy Spirit lead each of us into a wilderness testing as well? Going “from glory to glory” is indeed our destiny, but we must not mistake that to simply mean “from one high point to another.”
Wilderness interludes are an integral, balancing component, undergirding us more than we know. I have found that the turbulence of the wilderness is not only sourced from around me but from within me. The circumstances are a real contributor, no question, but it’s my inner response that reveals the real issue.
God can be found in the wilderness
Anxiety and insecurity for example, may exist in my soul but I can compensate by comforting myself in other ways. The wilderness however, offers me no props. When God takes away your water and says, “The only place to satiate your thirst is in Me”, you must find a way to believe that the wilderness is not void of God.
“My heart is in anguish within me, and the terrors of death have fallen upon me. Fear and trembling have come upon me; horror has overwhelmed me. And I say, Oh, that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest. I would wander far away, I would lodge in the [peace of the] wilderness. Selah. I would hurry to my refuge [my tranquil shelter far away] from the stormy wind and from the tempest.” (Psalm 55:4-8)
My creation of this tranquil wilderness shelter would be a quiet mountain cabin with a great view, running water, and a strong Internet connection. Yes, let’s get away into the wilderness! God’s version is akin to stretching me to the max, causing me to lean into Him, breaking new ground for my faith, and planting my roots deeper into His heart, creature comforts as we know them, not on the top of His list.
Two types of wilderness experience
Through personal experience and observation, I find two broad categories by which to understand the wilderness. A ‘directed wilderness’ is a desert season through which I am learning God’s ways. I am embracing the opportunities for growth that God puts before me. On the other hand, a ‘wandering wilderness’ is a desert season in which I am resisting the leading of the Lord, and mostly camping out in grumbling and discontentment. Jesus was directed into the wilderness and did not wander while there.
This is my desire, to be like Christ. The wilderness is not a ‘one and done’ proposition. God will lovingly guide us, patiently overseeing our stumbling, always giving us a chance to try again. There is one however, in a dark pursuit of our soul’s dominion, who will do his utmost to lead us onto wrong paths. Depending on our choices, we may exhaust our opportunities and our energy to endure. This is a frightening thought. The drylands then, are a place of thirst – a resource that we must learn how to mine and harness.
Let the wilderness create a thirst in you for God
Author Sara Hagerty describes it well: “The degree to which I allow weakness to become thirst for more of God, and the degree to which I allow myself to lean into that thirst rather than run from it, is the degree to which I am becoming my best self…Our thirst is how God allures us. The thirsty don’t just find God, they thrive in God. *
“Therefore I am now going to allure her; I will lead her into the wilderness and speak tenderly to her. There I will give her back her vineyards, and will make the Valley of Achor a door of hope. There she will respond as in the days of her youth, as in the day she came up out of Egypt.” (Hosea 2:14-15)
There has never been a time, when I’ve ardently partnered with God in the wilderness, that he hasn’t been faithful to: speak tenderly, release a greater fruitfulness (vineyards), a more hopeful outlook, and a renewal of my first love heart response.
I like prayers that hit the bulls-eye, prayers that I know stand a good chance of getting results. Here’s one of my faves:
God, increase my thirst for You. Do whatever it takes to increase my yearning for You. Refresh my vision and enlarge my desire to please Your heart.
When I sprinkle a little fasting onto this prayer, I often find myself in a state of wonderful deprivation, the chamber of my soul fueled to seek the face of God.
* Sara Hagerty, Unseen: The Gift of Being Hidden in a World That Loves to be Noticed (Grand Rapids, Zondervan, 2017)
