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A woman had two abortions, but she didn’t expect to go to heaven and hear what she had been longing to hear from her kids.

Donna Grisham

16-year-old Donna just wanted to have a good time at the bowling alley with a friend. And earlier that night, her grandmother told her not to leave the place without permission.

There, Donna and her friend met two guys. Her friend wanted to go riding with them because she really liked one of the guys. Due to peer pressure, Donna went and tagged along. On the way back to the bowling alley, one of the guys and Donna were left alone.

And the unthinkable happened. She was raped in the front seat of the car. When she told her friend about it, her friend didn’t believe her.

But something else happened. She got pregnant.

Two Abortions

After knowing that she was 25 weeks pregnant, Donna knew she couldn’t raise the baby. So she decided to get an abortion.

“I was living to die. I was trying to commit suicide, but even that I couldn’t do right. It was just a mess,” Donna shared.

After a while, Donna got pregnant again with a man she was close with. But she decided to get an abortion again.

“When they turned the machine on, literally, a light came inside of me, and I started screaming. “Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off!””

But it was too late.

After many years, God healed her relationship with the father of her second baby, and they became good friends.

“God just healed the relationship, our friendship actually, because that was what it was meant to be,” Donna said.

What Her Children Told Her in Heaven Will Make You Weep!

But Donna got pregnant again.

“I was living to die. So, I wasn’t really thinking about what I was doing. I had no purpose, no random reason for being here,” she said.

Initially, Donna thought about getting an abortion. But after sharing her story with the church, she was compelled to do otherwise. And one day, while she was worshiping with fellow believers, she transcended into heaven.

She described it this way:

“I was actually on this park bench, and I was so taken with this park bench. And I was looking down and looking all around. It’s like nothing I’ve ever seen. There was gold on it; I mean, it was beautiful. The grass was beautiful; there were flowers, and there was like a flowing river.

“All of a sudden, a little girl and a little boy came running up to me. They climbed up in my lap, and they started kissing me, one on one. They went on the other cheek. And they started telling me, “We forgive you, mommy, we forgive you, mommy.” And said, “We love you, mommy, we love you.” They said, “We’ll see again.

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“And instantly I was back on the couch. I can still feel their kisses and their little lips kissing my cheeks,” Donna shared with tears in her eyes.

Her Testimony of Having Two Abortions and Being Healed

Now that Donna is completely free and healed, she wants to say something to anyone who is struggling in the same way:

“I just want to say that if you’re a woman, and if you’ve had an abortion and you’re struggling with knowing where your babies are. If you’re wondering if your babies are okay, I just want you to know that Jesus wants you to know that your babies are with Him. And they’re being well taken care of. In fact, they’re enjoying heaven so much that they are actually praying for us. Our babies in heaven are part of the great cloud of witnesses.

“They’re praying for freedom. Freedom for you. And they want you to know that they love you and that they forgive you,” Donna said.

She then went on to pray for others who were struggling until now:

“I just pray and ask the LORD to just heal every wound, every place, and every hurt. I ask the LORD to remove every part of shame. That He will just strip you of the shame that that’s been put on you. And that He would clothe you in a robe of righteousness. And you will know that you are going to see your baby again in heaven.”

AMEN.

Header image: Donna Grisham [Supernatural Stories]. YouTube, 2 January 2022, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiDzLS0mUY0&list=WL&index=120

A woman regretted two abortions and met God during a retreat.

Rachel MacKenzie’s Childhood

Rachel always wanted to be loved. But that was far from the childhood she experienced and her home was “a sick place to be.”

Her father suffered from schizophrenia and it became the reason why her parents eventually got separated when she was three.

Left with no choice, Rachel lived with her grandparents and uncles even though her grandma hated her. Moving out from her parents house was supposed to be a good move for her, but she learned she entered “a living hell.”

Her two uncles started sexually abusing her when she was six years old.

“I knew I wasn’t loved,” she said.

Because of that, Rachel started looking for love in different and wrong places. When she was 15 years old, she dated an older man. But she was raped.

Again.

It was like an endless cycle of looking for love but she would always end up being bruised and broken even more.

“I was like a glass vase. With the rape and abuse, I broke; and I’d go into every relationship broken, and then break again and again.”

Rachel Had Two Abortions

She became pregnant when she was 17 years old.

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“I was 17, but my emotional age was like a seven-year-old. It was just so messed up,” she said. “I just wanted to be unpregnant and wanted the problem to go away.”

When she was 22, she got pregnant again.

“I had two abortions because I didn’t want to be a mum, but abortion just made me a mum to dead children. That’s what people don’t recognize,” Rachel said.

Even after having two abortions, Rachel didn’t turn to God and continued living with shame and guilt, and her secret hidden from her mother.

Until she learned, during her early 30s, that her partner was having an affair. She broke up with him. But her then partner blackmailed her into signing the house they owned together. If she wouldn’t sign it, he’d tell her mother about her abortions.

It was evident that Rachel was struggling and a colleague noticed it and offered to pray for her.

“I said: ‘Does that mean my mum won’t know?’ And she said: ‘No! But maybe you need to know how much your mum loves you.’ I said: ‘No, she’s going to kill me.’”

Eventually, Rachel finally confided in her mum, and her response was something she didn’t expect. “Mum hugged me and said: ‘You don’t know how much I love you. You need God in your life. You need Rachel’s Vineyard.’”

She Met God During a Retreat

Rachel’s Vineyard is a healing ministry for those who are suffering from the trauma of abortions.

She didn’t immediately heed her mother’s advice as eight years passed, but her mother continually encouraged Rachel to seek God and His healing.

But when another relationship of hers ended, she gave in.

Rachel called her mother. “She said: ‘Rachel, why do you keep doing the same thing and expecting different results?’ In that second, God got me!”

During the retreat, she attended an anger workshop. “I said: ‘I’m not angry. I forgive my uncles for the abuse.’ But what I’d actually done was not work through that,” Rachel said.

“You can’t go over it, you can’t go round it, you’ve got to go through it.’ That’s the thing with grief and forgiveness.”

Rachel describes herself as “a changed person” after Rachel’s Vineyard retreat. “All I wanted to do was start one in England. But I knew I had to wait to be asked.”

Seven years later, after she had been sharing her testimony, the call finally came.

And now, Rachel is on the mission to help others who went through abortions.

God is able!

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