A woman embraced a false identity out of her painful experiences in life. But that all changed when Jesus visited her in her dreams.
Embracing A False Identity
Kirsten Searcy grew up having both parents, but never felt her father’s love. She never learned about God from her parents because they weren’t religious. Her mom was a non-practicing Catholic, while her dad was a Mormon. She had a good childhood, but the rejection from her dad created a void in her heart.

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In addition, Kirsten’s sexual desires were awakened at a very young age because of an abusive experience. So, it became a normal experience for her. One day, at nine years old, she kissed a girl in school for the first time. That’s when the confusion about her identity started. Moreover, the rejection she received from boys reinforced that confusion. So she eventually embraced a false identity and began dating girls.
Empty Life
Kirsten changed her clothes the following year and cut her hair short like a boy. Although it shocked all of her friends, she proudly declared to everyone that she liked girls.
Then at 16 years old, Kirsten’s dad unexpectedly passed away. She hated him, but it greatly devastated her to the core. The teen became numb as emptiness filled her heart. She wrestled with regret and unforgiveness amidst her grief. And to cope with it, she tried lots of things to try to escape the pain.
Jesus Visits In Her Dream
Kirsten eventually fell into depression and thought of ending her life most of the time. Until one day, Jesus visited her in her dream.
“I’m in an interrogation room and I’m with Jesus on the other side,” the 23-year-old recounted. “And He lays out in front of me these seven crystals and I’m just looking at them.”
What happened next was so powerful. Watch her entire testimony to see how Jesus rescued her!
Reference | Delafé Testimonies
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