Lately I have been thinking about (and noticing) my innate ability to fly and FLAIL at the same time.
LEARNING TO FLY
Ever see a video of a mother eagle shoving her baby bird out of the nest – that baby has never flown before, but is absolutely GOING TO LEARN on the way down – either it will be a crash landing or – it will fly.
I feel exactly like that. And initially I identified it as a bad thing. Like, who succeeds and fails in the same moment? Who walks in a straight line and trips over air? Who can come up with a stellar plan of purpose, and have that – “Oh look, a squirrel” distracting moment? Voila’. That would be ME.
And I criticized myself, beat myself up, called myself a fake and a failure. Until I remembered the baby eagle. It couldn’t fly until it NEEDED to fly. Flying was a kind of do-or-die moment for the baby bird. So all the way down and away from the safety of the mama eagle, it fell – wings flapping, turning upside down and sideways, and probably not even understanding what it was supposed TO do. Except from somewhere within, that great thing (instinct) God has uploaded in animals and humans, kicked in. Fight or flight. Do or die. Figure it out. Get it right. ALL the things you can label as that one thing that just happens.
WINGS LIKE EAGLES
The baby bird flails but then, it flies. I am waiting for my flight time and for the moment when my wings don’t feel so uncertain and fragile – when I finally get it right and I flail no more. Until then, (and here’s to hoping it’s not too far off) I will not quit. I will not stop flailing and fighting, knowing that God never intended for me to have a crash landing at the end of this struggle. He meant for me to have “wings like eagles” and to rise up, higher and higher, and to go from strength to strength. (Good to note that eagle wings were created for them TO soar. It is built into them.) And THAT is the kind of ‘wings’ WE have built into US.
Don’t despise the struggle – don’t hate the flail – keep your eyes on the end result. Flailing is NOT failing. You are learning to fly. And after flying, you will SOAR.
And I think the secret to a successful flight is understanding not to put your trust in your wings alone, but in the One who keeps you FROM falling to the ground, and the One who will enable you to soar above all the things that used to hold you down, and hold you back. Isaiah 40:31 – “But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint.”
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